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But I say, you lose when you give up what you love.
Jul. 7th, 2025 | 07:07 am
Jesus, reign on me. :)
God is being patient with you. 2 Peter 3: 9
And if God is being patient with you,
can't you pass on some patience to others?
Of course you can.
Because before love is anything else: Love is patient.
- Max Lucado
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Viva La Vida 2009 !
Dec. 31st, 2009 | 05:27 pm
It has been a tradition to me to post a year-ender entry where I actually wrap up each month with all its certain memories and end it with a photograph. And I'm going to do this right now, because this gonna be a looooooong one. I hope people read it.
2009
2009 was.. I couldn't just explain it because it has been really different for me. It's my growing up year. I could say, this is pretty much the year I got into loads of trouble and compared to all the other years, I got to deal with lots of heartaches. Haha. But hey, I'm still alive, and whole, typing this right now. So I'm happy, just by knowing I got
February
a) Ahhh. I know. FAIR. HAHAHAHA FAIR.. Oh god. I don't even want to remember. Let's skip this.
b) This month was when Comm Arts was held. And I couldn't be any happier when we won. :) I LOVE TABBBLLEAU. All our hardwork, petty little fights, sleepless nights and occasional panicking did pay off. YAAAAYYYY! \:D/ One of the best days of my life, as far as I could remember.
c) And don't forget the field trip! Man, all of my things got soaking wet during this whole thing. HAHHA.
March
a) March 27 - 28 - is that right? Haha : LAST DAYYYY OF SCHOOOLL. Yes!! FINALLY. So this month's kind of a blurr to me. Maybe I did usual stuff, lie around, text all day, or go out since it was actually summer. \:D/ That was pretty much it.
b) Oh, and on the last day I went out with some people and slept over at Antoi's with Antoi and PatLao. We slept only when the sun was up! =)) And I could remember.. Lots of ginataan in my memory. HAHAHAHHAAHA. I LOVEE YOU BOTH. REALLY CRAZY.
b) April 20 - My birthday! But I didn't really celebrate not until the next month.
May
a) May 11 - Bonding with the Bananas! We became really close the previous year and I hoped nothing will ever drift us apart. I never have any dull moments with these people. Thanks for always being there for me and for putting up with my numerous breakdown days. HAHAHHHA. You guys are awesome and without any of you, I really wouldn't be here, would I? :) >:DDD<
b) May 30 - 31 - Okay, here we gooo! EDSA SHANG WITH PEOPLE CLOSEST TO MY <3. I love you guys. Very very very very muuuuccccchhhh. Sometimes I just wish I could express to each one of you, but there wouldn't be enough time in the universe, aye? Haha. :)
d) This was when unintentionally formed our group in class. DDG. =)))) Haha, don't ask what the letters stand for! I LOVE THEM TOOOOO.
July
a) Didn't really go out because of loads of stuff to do for our life in 3rd Year. Soo hmmmm. Whatever happened this month? :-?
b) FIRST CLUB MEEEEETTTIIINGGGGGG
c) InterCon Hotel which was really a great break for us! Especially from the stress of high school.
d) I discovered my favorite word! Persist. 
August
a) August 15 - 16 : Thank you Senior friends for letting us join you celebrate in a hotel. Hehe. :D We just hung around the room all day and night loooooong, tuned in to MTV channel which we actually memorized already because it kept repeating it's daily tops. HAHAHA.
b) URBANDICTIONARY. OHSHIT.
October
a) Lots of drama here. =)) Let's not elaborate.
b) October 15 -16 : Retreat with Katarungan. WHEEEEE. :) It was just a thrill, especially during the peak hours of early morning and walking along the veranda, getting caught by Ms. Malayas. HAHAHAHA. \:D/ I love this retreat because it was actually different from all the other ones I attended. IT WAS AMAZING. BREATHTAKING. MIND BOGGLING. You name it. Thanks to Bro. Obet, Ms. Malayas, and everyone else who made it happen for each one of us! :)
November
a) November 19, 2008 - November 19, 2009 : It's been a year since we've become friends! Sometimes I just think it just matters to me more than it should, but then again.. How could it not be? I'm just. Really truly sorry we ever drifted apart.
b) I love my mom and dad. :) To bits!
c) PRACTICUM. Woo, 10000000000 x (stress x stress x stress) = MONEYMONEY AND FUUUUUN. =))
d) Outreach. My lolo's name is Lolo Ernesto and Lola Kaka. AWWWW I MISS THEM. I HOPE EACH ONE OF THEM ARE DOING WEELLLLLLL. We will see each other soon. :)
December
a) Honestly, I liked this month least because it was all shit and fuck and mishap and all those stuff. RJHBGAVAJHBDDAA. Just remembering all those things makes me so fucking mad.
b) December 25 - But of course, it was Christmas Season. SO MERRY CHRISTTTTMASSSSSSSS. We watched Disney on Ice during the night of Christmas. IT WAS AMAZING. =)) Really entertaining, I'd love to be a kid again. We also watched Avatar in a 3D Cinema. Dang, it was awesome. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS CHRIST. :) You are the reason for this season. Thank you very much from the deepest pit of my heart.
c) December 29 - Went to Tagaytay Highlands with my family! This was a perfect way to end this year. Going here, I got to catch up with them and realize how blessed am I to be with such a great family, really. :) We also rode bikes, almost went go-karting, watch the sun come down and the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen.
(I couldn't help to upload that picture with my dad and my sister. It's too cute! =)) )
d) December 31 - Chatted with PatLao until 5 am in the morning! =)) Then I watched The Notebook up to 8 am and slept afterwards. Woke up at 3 or 4 and here I am, doing this! What a way to spend the last day of 2009. :)
2009
2009 was.. I couldn't just explain it because it has been really different for me. It's my growing up year. I could say, this is pretty much the year I got into loads of trouble and compared to all the other years, I got to deal with lots of heartaches. Haha. But hey, I'm still alive, and whole, typing this right now. So I'm happy, just by knowing I got
January
HELLO 2009! I just know it, we're gonna have the best times together. :)
This particular month, based on journal entries and lack of any picture for it. Weeeeell. Haha, my world just revolved around 3 things. Home. School. And someone. SO YEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAA. Let's not get into details anymore because people tend to just misinterpret what I say.
HELLO 2009! I just know it, we're gonna have the best times together. :)
This particular month, based on journal entries and lack of any picture for it. Weeeeell. Haha, my world just revolved around 3 things. Home. School. And someone. SO YEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAA. Let's not get into details anymore because people tend to just misinterpret what I say.
February
a) Ahhh. I know. FAIR. HAHAHAHA FAIR.. Oh god. I don't even want to remember. Let's skip this.
b) This month was when Comm Arts was held. And I couldn't be any happier when we won. :) I LOVE TABBBLLEAU. All our hardwork, petty little fights, sleepless nights and occasional panicking did pay off. YAAAAYYYY! \:D/ One of the best days of my life, as far as I could remember.
c) And don't forget the field trip! Man, all of my things got soaking wet during this whole thing. HAHHA.
March
a) March 27 - 28 - is that right? Haha : LAST DAYYYY OF SCHOOOLL. Yes!! FINALLY. So this month's kind of a blurr to me. Maybe I did usual stuff, lie around, text all day, or go out since it was actually summer. \:D/ That was pretty much it.
b) Oh, and on the last day I went out with some people and slept over at Antoi's with Antoi and PatLao. We slept only when the sun was up! =)) And I could remember.. Lots of ginataan in my memory. HAHAHAHHAAHA. I LOVEE YOU BOTH. REALLY CRAZY.
April
a) April 3 - ANTIPOWLOW WITH THE GREATEST KIDS ON THE PLANET. FUUUUUUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUN all over it! Endless laughs and inside jokes, WATER FIGHTS, scary stories. And we were a lot, although far from being complete, but that still made this day really great! <3333333333
a) April 3 - ANTIPOWLOW WITH THE GREATEST KIDS ON THE PLANET. FUUUUUUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUN all over it! Endless laughs and inside jokes, WATER FIGHTS, scary stories. And we were a lot, although far from being complete, but that still made this day really great! <3333333333
b) April 20 - My birthday! But I didn't really celebrate not until the next month.
May
a) May 11 - Bonding with the Bananas! We became really close the previous year and I hoped nothing will ever drift us apart. I never have any dull moments with these people. Thanks for always being there for me and for putting up with my numerous breakdown days. HAHAHHHA. You guys are awesome and without any of you, I really wouldn't be here, would I? :) >:DDD<
b) May 30 - 31 - Okay, here we gooo! EDSA SHANG WITH PEOPLE CLOSEST TO MY <3. I love you guys. Very very very very muuuuccccchhhh. Sometimes I just wish I could express to each one of you, but there wouldn't be enough time in the universe, aye? Haha. :)
c) May 14 - HELLO OLD FRIEND. :-h Wow, nice to hear from you once again, Brenda. It's very thoughtful of you to come back and catch up with things. I appreciate it. And. Sorry it had to be this way. But I guess that's just how things go.
d) May 20 - Went out with Aina. OOOOOHHHHMAN. =)) I remember this day. Full of oddity and laughs. THAT WAS IT. WE WERE LAUGHING ALL DAY LONG.
d) May 20 - Went out with Aina. OOOOOHHHHMAN. =)) I remember this day. Full of oddity and laughs. THAT WAS IT. WE WERE LAUGHING ALL DAY LONG.
e) Spent some time with Aina, Ate Reg and Ate Donna. Wii DAYS. AWWWW. I miss this. We played Wii all day and got to know one another and stuff.
June
a) OHSHIIIT. Overwhelmed with the whole Junior year idea. Dang. But I did pretty well, school-wise. My focus wasn't all that distracted.. JUST YET. HAHHAHHAHAHHAA. :| =))
b) Did some pretty weird things. One thing was this private insanely narcissistic album with Sticks. SOOO THHHAT IS ALL. =))
c) Technohub with Aina. And we met up with some IX people.
June
a) OHSHIIIT. Overwhelmed with the whole Junior year idea. Dang. But I did pretty well, school-wise. My focus wasn't all that distracted.. JUST YET. HAHHAHHAHAHHAA. :| =))
b) Did some pretty weird things. One thing was this private insanely narcissistic album with Sticks. SOOO THHHAT IS ALL. =))
c) Technohub with Aina. And we met up with some IX people.
d) This was when unintentionally formed our group in class. DDG. =)))) Haha, don't ask what the letters stand for! I LOVE THEM TOOOOO.
July
a) Didn't really go out because of loads of stuff to do for our life in 3rd Year. Soo hmmmm. Whatever happened this month? :-?
b) FIRST CLUB MEEEEETTTIIINGGGGGG
c) InterCon Hotel which was really a great break for us! Especially from the stress of high school.
d) I discovered my favorite word! Persist.
Persist
intransitive verb
1: Keep carrying on; to continue steadily or obstinately despite problems,
difficulties or obstacles
2: Continue to be believed wrongly; to continue being widely believed
or accepted despite evidence or proof to the contrary
3: To refuse to give up; esp. when faced with opposition or difficulty; continue firmly or steadily
1: Keep carrying on; to continue steadily or obstinately despite problems,
difficulties or obstacles
2: Continue to be believed wrongly; to continue being widely believed
or accepted despite evidence or proof to the contrary
3: To refuse to give up; esp. when faced with opposition or difficulty; continue firmly or steadily
e) TRINOMA WITH THESE CRAZY PEOPLE
f) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA MTV. So much memories. =)) This is when we also got to go record in a real recording studio! OHYYYEA. HHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHAAA. I love this part of month. Practically roamed the whole Manila just to shoot that thing. Well, it paid off! Congratulations us. :)
August
a) August 15 - 16 : Thank you Senior friends for letting us join you celebrate in a hotel. Hehe. :D We just hung around the room all day and night loooooong, tuned in to MTV channel which we actually memorized already because it kept repeating it's daily tops. HAHAHA.
b) August 24 - HHHHEEELLLLLOOO CHUUUUNNNG. Stayed over at Chung's place just to finish a project. We kept each other company for more than 24 hours. =)) OHCRAP NOW I KNOW CHUNG BY HEART. >:D< Uhhhh. Yea. Hello too Ivy, remember this.. Fateful day. =)))))))))))))) Psh.
September
a) Okkaaaayy so you came back again! Welcome back then, Brenda. I really actually hoped you'd stay this time but I couldn't just hold you down because when you love someone you let them go. And you have my heart my friend, people may misinterpret this because there can be such jerks sometimes who don't have a life and love making other people feel like shit, but I don't care. You were the best friend I've ever had, which you're notably way older than I am HAHAHA and all I hope now is, wherever you are, you are safe.
a) Okkaaaayy so you came back again! Welcome back then, Brenda. I really actually hoped you'd stay this time but I couldn't just hold you down because when you love someone you let them go. And you have my heart my friend, people may misinterpret this because there can be such jerks sometimes who don't have a life and love making other people feel like shit, but I don't care. You were the best friend I've ever had, which you're notably way older than I am HAHAHA and all I hope now is, wherever you are, you are safe.
b) URBANDICTIONARY. OHSHIT.
October
a) Lots of drama here. =)) Let's not elaborate.
b) October 15 -16 : Retreat with Katarungan. WHEEEEE. :) It was just a thrill, especially during the peak hours of early morning and walking along the veranda, getting caught by Ms. Malayas. HAHAHAHA. \:D/ I love this retreat because it was actually different from all the other ones I attended. IT WAS AMAZING. BREATHTAKING. MIND BOGGLING. You name it. Thanks to Bro. Obet, Ms. Malayas, and everyone else who made it happen for each one of us! :)
November
a) November 19, 2008 - November 19, 2009 : It's been a year since we've become friends! Sometimes I just think it just matters to me more than it should, but then again.. How could it not be? I'm just. Really truly sorry we ever drifted apart.
b) I love my mom and dad. :) To bits!
c) PRACTICUM. Woo, 10000000000 x (stress x stress x stress) = MONEYMONEY AND FUUUUUN. =))
d) Outreach. My lolo's name is Lolo Ernesto and Lola Kaka. AWWWW I MISS THEM. I HOPE EACH ONE OF THEM ARE DOING WEELLLLLLL. We will see each other soon. :)
December
a) Honestly, I liked this month least because it was all shit and fuck and mishap and all those stuff. RJHBGAVAJHBDDAA. Just remembering all those things makes me so fucking mad.
b) December 25 - But of course, it was Christmas Season. SO MERRY CHRISTTTTMASSSSSSSS. We watched Disney on Ice during the night of Christmas. IT WAS AMAZING. =)) Really entertaining, I'd love to be a kid again. We also watched Avatar in a 3D Cinema. Dang, it was awesome. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS CHRIST. :) You are the reason for this season. Thank you very much from the deepest pit of my heart.
c) December 29 - Went to Tagaytay Highlands with my family! This was a perfect way to end this year. Going here, I got to catch up with them and realize how blessed am I to be with such a great family, really. :) We also rode bikes, almost went go-karting, watch the sun come down and the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen.
(I couldn't help to upload that picture with my dad and my sister. It's too cute! =)) )
d) December 31 - Chatted with PatLao until 5 am in the morning! =)) Then I watched The Notebook up to 8 am and slept afterwards. Woke up at 3 or 4 and here I am, doing this! What a way to spend the last day of 2009. :)
Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes,
but when you look back everything is different.
- One Tree Hill
but when you look back everything is different.
- One Tree Hill
THANK YOU DEAREST GOD, FOR THIS YEAR. :) AMEN.
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They turn into something beautiful.
Dec. 27th, 2009 | 02:18 am
I'm supposed to be sleeping by now because we're leaving for Tagaytay early, but I don't feel like it just yet. Good thing we already set our things ready for tomorrow because I think that's the whole point of the waking up early bit. By the way, I just finished some of the things to write unto my bucket list Moxy notebook. Hehe, it was kinda fun. And I'm also done with Tumblr for tonight.. I think. It's really nice to have a place where you get to post anything and be yourself and you don't get judged, isn't it?
I find myself improving quite fairly nowadays. It's been an absolutely long time since I did certain things like "obsess" over a person, if that's how some may call it. I could say I am finally out of love. Which is good, because I am finally moving on after over a year of falling in love with you, needless to say I don't know why I did and how I survived considering it was one-sided and all. But it all doesn't matter now anyway, so let's not go deeper into those unfortunate details. It just came to me one day that it has to stop., because if words could kill, I would probably be as dead as a cat ran over a million times by now.
776.
Today, I learned one important lesson, perhaps the most important lesson I will ever learn.
When we were young, we were taught to be independent, to not rely on others,
but on our own strength. Turns out, we were not taught wrong; they were not lying.
We grew up and sought companionship, people who would complete us, whether as friends
or as lovers. And to each of these people, we gave a little of our hearts to
them. And to each of these people, we pledged a little of our lives to them. And the truth is,
whether or not they remain as friends or lovers, they each now have a part of us with them.
That is why, when people leave, we ache a little, grief a little, even mourn a little.
For the loss of them, but also for the loss of the part of us that we have given away.
I told myself today, as I saw a part of me away, “Never let anyone become your habit.”
Sometimes, we need to steel ourselves for survival.
I find myself improving quite fairly nowadays. It's been an absolutely long time since I did certain things like "obsess" over a person, if that's how some may call it. I could say I am finally out of love. Which is good, because I am finally moving on after over a year of falling in love with you, needless to say I don't know why I did and how I survived considering it was one-sided and all. But it all doesn't matter now anyway, so let's not go deeper into those unfortunate details. It just came to me one day that it has to stop., because if words could kill, I would probably be as dead as a cat ran over a million times by now.
776.
Today, I learned one important lesson, perhaps the most important lesson I will ever learn.
When we were young, we were taught to be independent, to not rely on others,
but on our own strength. Turns out, we were not taught wrong; they were not lying.
We grew up and sought companionship, people who would complete us, whether as friends
or as lovers. And to each of these people, we gave a little of our hearts to
them. And to each of these people, we pledged a little of our lives to them. And the truth is,
whether or not they remain as friends or lovers, they each now have a part of us with them.
That is why, when people leave, we ache a little, grief a little, even mourn a little.
For the loss of them, but also for the loss of the part of us that we have given away.
I told myself today, as I saw a part of me away, “Never let anyone become your habit.”
Sometimes, we need to steel ourselves for survival.
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3, 2, 1.. Blast off!
Dec. 27th, 2009 | 12:20 am
So my best friend gave me something, it's a notebook with monsters on the front. Tooooo cute. :D I got the Moxy one, and it makes me even more inspired because it says in the description: Are you a party animal? No? Would you like to take care of one? No? Well that's ok because Moxy is here to take care of you. She can take care of pretty much any problem you may have.. It's a gift of hers. For example, see how messy your room is? No problem! See? Moxy is on your side.
And it's really thin = very handy. So I've been thinking what I'm going to do with it because most of the notebooks I have fail to be put to good use and this one's too precious to waste, and it finally popped up in my head that I'm gonna make it like a book of lists! But it'll mainly be like a Bucket List notebook. I'm gonna put tick boxes of what I'm planning to achieve before this year ends, AND for 2010. I'm gonna start tomorrow! I'M REALLY EXCCCIIITED because we're going off to Tagataytay Highlands. I just wish we'd have enough time to ride a cable car, a horse, skateboard, swim and all sorts of stuff.
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< than a day. :)
Dec. 24th, 2009 | 12:05 am
In a few more hours, it'll be Christmas! YAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!
I got to be pretty much, a camera hog tonight. HAHA.
Because, well, my brother's out and he left his Macbook. So that explains my new set of headshots in some of my online accounts.
My hair is much longerrrrr mooooom. :| =)) I'm getting this feeling that my parents are thinking I'm going through my identity crisis stage. Gosh. I'm not, t'was just an extremely hot year and cutting my hair that short was my last resort. Hoho, someone is defensive. :-" But anyway, it's really a lot longer, you guys should have seen it months befooore! :O It was just half an inch below my ears or something. Now it's not. Hehee.
I'm listening to Gabe Bondoc. Wow man, you are getting better and better every time. <333
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Nicholas Sparks is cool.
Dec. 22nd, 2009 | 02:53 pm
Hohoho.
I just finished reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks! And guessss whatttt. :>
It's gonna be a movie! Starring Richard Jenkins, Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried.
And weeks ago, I also purchased The Last Song, also by him.
And it's gonna be a movieeee as welllll! \:D/ This time, the cast includes Miley Cyrus,
Greg Kinnear, and Liam Hemsworth.
Ohmygoooosh. I want to watch both of them!
I'm starting Second Glance by Jodi Picoult later. Hopefully, it'll be a good book too. :-bd
Surprisingly, I'm a total bookie now. And I don't find anything wrong with it.
I just finished reading Dear John by Nicholas Sparks! And guessss whatttt. :>
It's gonna be a movie! Starring Richard Jenkins, Channing Tatum and Amanda Seyfried.
And weeks ago, I also purchased The Last Song, also by him.
And it's gonna be a movieeee as welllll! \:D/ This time, the cast includes Miley Cyrus,
Greg Kinnear, and Liam Hemsworth.
Ohmygoooosh. I want to watch both of them!
I'm starting Second Glance by Jodi Picoult later. Hopefully, it'll be a good book too. :-bd
Surprisingly, I'm a total bookie now. And I don't find anything wrong with it.
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4 more days!
Dec. 21st, 2009 | 02:53 pm
Til our Good brother arrives. :)
We actually went to buy our Christmas gifts yesterday in Alabang. I finally got what I've been wishing for! A skateboard. :> Ohyyyyyea. But it's not as easy as it looks! When I first tried it out, I almost fell off to land flat on my butt. =)) But it's okay, I will practice practice praaaacccctiiiice. I named it `Ranger. HOHO. Well, because it was checkered black and orange. Get it? :P Maybe I'll post a picture of Ranger some time.
Thank You Lord for granting my Christmas wish!
We actually went to buy our Christmas gifts yesterday in Alabang. I finally got what I've been wishing for! A skateboard. :> Ohyyyyyea. But it's not as easy as it looks! When I first tried it out, I almost fell off to land flat on my butt. =)) But it's okay, I will practice practice praaaacccctiiiice. I named it `Ranger. HOHO. Well, because it was checkered black and orange. Get it? :P Maybe I'll post a picture of Ranger some time.
Thank You Lord for granting my Christmas wish!
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Dec. 9th, 2009 | 09:01 pm
I LOVE MY DAD. HE IS THE BEST. >:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD<
This wasn't much of a good day. It was okay, but a bit about it isn't. And as a result, I was looking restlessly for food a while ago, in the car. I figure it's one of the things that make me feel so much better and I needed to feel better so badly. I was being a spoiled brat and kept pestering my dad to drive by UP so we could stop over and buy.. Guess what I was craving for? Isaw. =)) Yea. Isaw like this isaw: ----SSSSSSSSS--. He said that he'd buy a bunch tomorrow, after school, because he was really tired already. But I was so fghjklkgfsdfghj I didn't even care, I just wanted them right then, right NOW. How bitchy, right. And it came to a point that I did something really disrespectful, and I am sorry papa. :( I didn't mean to hurt your arm. Huhu. And then he scolded me really bad about it, that I couldn't always get things the way I wanted them to. That I had to wait. And I broke down by giving him the cold shoulder and not caring of what he said at all. Because, I still had no isaw. I didn't care, I wanted to have what I was craving for. SHALLOW RIGHT. @-) =)) But that was me, just a while ago. Like a five year old who didn't get a lollipop.
So as I chat and browse and do stuff over the net, I heard my dad go out our house with a loud bang on the gate. And I thought I made him so mad that I made him run away. :( HUHU. I'd rather have my father than all the billions and millions of isaw in the world and everything else altogether.
But then. An hour or so later,
I heard the gates of our home again signalling someone was coming in.
And next thing I know, my dad was at my door, waving a white plastic bag in his hand.
"ISSAAAAAAWWWWW!"
He joyfully announced, with that big genuine grin on his face.
Like nothing even happened at all between us a while back. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I love you papa. :) Not because you brought me home some isaw. Or you did what I wanted. No. It's because you are amazing and forgiving, for not walking out on us even though all events force you to do otherwise. You are the strongest most patient man in the whole world and the best dad anyone could ever ask for. :)
This wasn't much of a good day. It was okay, but a bit about it isn't. And as a result, I was looking restlessly for food a while ago, in the car. I figure it's one of the things that make me feel so much better and I needed to feel better so badly. I was being a spoiled brat and kept pestering my dad to drive by UP so we could stop over and buy.. Guess what I was craving for? Isaw. =)) Yea. Isaw like this isaw: ----SSSSSSSSS--. He said that he'd buy a bunch tomorrow, after school, because he was really tired already. But I was so fghjklkgfsdfghj I didn't even care, I just wanted them right then, right NOW. How bitchy, right. And it came to a point that I did something really disrespectful, and I am sorry papa. :( I didn't mean to hurt your arm. Huhu. And then he scolded me really bad about it, that I couldn't always get things the way I wanted them to. That I had to wait. And I broke down by giving him the cold shoulder and not caring of what he said at all. Because, I still had no isaw. I didn't care, I wanted to have what I was craving for. SHALLOW RIGHT. @-) =)) But that was me, just a while ago. Like a five year old who didn't get a lollipop.
So as I chat and browse and do stuff over the net, I heard my dad go out our house with a loud bang on the gate. And I thought I made him so mad that I made him run away. :( HUHU. I'd rather have my father than all the billions and millions of isaw in the world and everything else altogether.
But then. An hour or so later,
I heard the gates of our home again signalling someone was coming in.
And next thing I know, my dad was at my door, waving a white plastic bag in his hand.
"ISSAAAAAAWWWWW!"
He joyfully announced, with that big genuine grin on his face.
Like nothing even happened at all between us a while back. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. I love you papa. :) Not because you brought me home some isaw. Or you did what I wanted. No. It's because you are amazing and forgiving, for not walking out on us even though all events force you to do otherwise. You are the strongest most patient man in the whole world and the best dad anyone could ever ask for. :)
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My Bucket List
Dec. 1st, 2009 | 06:55 pm
[ ] Have at least a streak of my hair dyed green
[ ] Drive a race car
[ ] Motocross
[X] Be in Katy Perry's concert live
[ ] Become a pilot/astronaut
[X] Own a skateboard, [ ] and actually be good at it
[ ] Go to Greece and sing Mamma Mia along the shore, like in the movie.
[ ] Go to Africa, and do something for the Africans
[X] Record in a recording studio
[ ] Bring my family to another country with my own money
[ ] Put up my own franchise of Starbucks/Jollibee HAHHHAHA
[ ] Celebrate my birthday in a home for the aged / orphanage
[ ] Watch a broadway show in London
[ ] Surf OHYYYEEEAAAAAA
[ ] Be a doctor
[ ] Go to Austria and sing on the hills, like in the Sound of Music!
[ ] Have one happy and successful marriage
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He lights up the whooole world.
Nov. 20th, 2009 | 06:07 pm
Remember this?
Awww yep, this was 10 months ago or so.
But you know what, it feels like this was a million years ago. :O Haha!
Little Things That Make (My) Life A Little Brighter :)
1. Absolutely anything that smells like Vanilla
2. Unexpected phone calls from people you don't talk to/haven't talked to for a while
3. Oreos dipped in cooold milk :)
4. Whenever the cool fresh air during early morning hits your face
5. Finding post-its in the most unexpected places
6. Making lists!
7. Playing Football in the rain
8. When you wake up and somebody's smiling down at you. HAHAHA. Cheesy but. Awww =))
9. Ice cream with all sorts of toppings that you can ever imagine
10. SHARINGGG. Hihihi. :D
11. Taking pictures with someone and laughing at your faces after
12. Singing your guts out to songs you know by heart
13. Random nicknames people give you
14. Not caring what time it is because you're having too much fun!
15. Dancing with your friends
16. When someone turns their head just to look at you. HOHO. =)))))))))))) :)
17. Really really looong chats
18. Eating ice cream right from the ice cream can. :))
19. Exchanging secrets
20. Huggiiing. The long sincere ones
21. Gummibears! Haha!
22. Screaming at top of your lungs because you can't believe what's happening. =))
23. Strawberry shake. Yum yum yuuuum
24. Making pizza by yourself! :D
25. Sleeping anytime you want to
26. Long walks with someone
27. APPPLLEESS. =))
28. Running!
29. Painting your nails and having a "smooth and even" result. HAHAHA.
30. David Cook! HIHIHI. :)
31. When it unexpectedly rains hard and you're in the middle of nowhere, and you have to run for shelter! :))
32. Watching Lion King and singing to Hakuna Matata. =)) Awww, but it's fun.
33. Laughing your guts out it, that it comes to the point
there's no sound coming out of your mouth already. =))
34. When someone offers you help when you're carrying a lot of things
35. Feeling your cheeks heat up.
36. When someone suddenly shouts your name even though you're
at the other side of the room, just to tell you "HELLOOO!" :)
37. Singing karaoke songs with your friends. Hahaha!
38. Bubblegum
39. Having a great lighting when taking pictures.
40. Finding a pen that's the exact shade of your favorite color!
41. Daydreaming, then realizing it's possible to happen
42. Getting a high grade!
43. Biiiking. :D
45. Cream cheese with crackers. @-) Yuuummmm
46. When people start to laugh with you
47. Talking to God and knowing He's there no matter who you are. :)
48. Discovering new things!
49. Creating/Knowing new words that sound funneh. =))
Like, babalabashabalabadingdong and bruibrubse and
ahihihihihihihohooohehulabashangtalalaro
50. The really HUGE spirally lollipops that make your face sticky when you eat them
51. Hot mushroom soup
52. Sleepovers!
53. Frozen yoguuuurt
54. Quotes and realizing someone's going through a similar situation too
55. Realizing the feeling is "mutual". HAHAHAHHAA. :> =))
56. Doing one thing everyday that scares you and having a successful result
57. Realizing that you are blessed to have the family you have now! :D
58. Watching in the cinemas with your close friends
59. Doing a daring and funny thing in public and realizing,
even though hesitant at first, you actually had lots of fun! :>
60. Watching Pixar films! Especially Monsters Inc!
61. When someone puts their arm around your shoulder. EHEHEHEE. :>:> =)))))))
62. Listening to an upbeat and catchy song for the first time and liking it a whole lot afterwards.
63. HELPING. HIHIHIHI. :)
64. Sweet things people say that they aren't aware how touching it really is
65. Being good friends with someone you never expected in a gajillion years you'd be friends with.
And realizing how LUCKY you are.
66. When the weather is just right. :)
67. When someone looks right into your eyes. WOOHOO. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
68. Caramel syruuuupp
69. Learning something new!
70. Coming across a person you haven't seen for a very very long time
71. Cartoon band-aids. HAHA. Aaaww.
72. Having bubble baths!
73. BLOWING BUBBLES. :)
74. Putting a band-aid on someone's booboo. HAHAHAHA. But it's aaaawwwww.
75. Saying sound effects. Like, kablaam, pugsh, boom, WHUPACK! =)))))
76. Extraordinary looking shoelaces. HAHA!
77. Watching concerts; And shouting and jumping along with the crowd
78. Watching cooking shows. BOBBY FLAY. =))))) :D
79. When someone hugs you and you don't ask for it; They just know something's not right
80. Bursting out and laughing during random moments
because you suddenly remember something funny. =)))))))))
81. Reaaally soft pillows that make you sleep right away
82. The sound of water dripping. Haha!
83. Screaming all of a sudden at a random moment because you
unexpectedly recall something then you swoon like hell. :> =))
84. When the sun hits your face.
85. Running as fast as you can in an empty corridor, and you don't care! Hahaha! :D
86. Laughing until you start to cry and your body hurts. HAHAHA. =)))
87. Bright-eyed people. :) That just make you.. Light up, the very moment you see them! :)
88. Going through a long lost journal and once again bringing into mind the things
you already have forgotten; and realizing how amazing it all was.
89. Recognizing a BIG and life-changing opportunity before your eyes and grabbing it!
90. Having too much fun at doing something that you can't stop anymore!
91. Becoming closer with someone.
92. Playing video games with someone. :)
93. Pigging out! Ohyeaa. :D =))
94. Bopping your head to the beat.
95. Saying "Hihi." out loud. =)))))))) :)
96. Holding someone's hand. HOHOHO. =))))) But no, really.
97. Wide sincere grins!
98. Race cars!
99. Making someone smiiile. :D
100. The moments when you hold back at first, but then sometime after you can't hold it any longer,
you just have to burst out. HAHA. Awww. And those moments are
usually the START of "certain" things. :>
101. Being so happy in life you just want to burst out and juuump! :) HAHAHA.
102. HAVING A BEST FRIEND. :)
103. Knowing God made you a HUMAN BEING (Not a squirrel, not a snail, not a peacock HAHAHA),
and every single day, He's giving you ANOTHER chance. :D
Awww yep, this was 10 months ago or so.
But you know what, it feels like this was a million years ago. :O Haha!
Little Things That Make (My) Life A Little Brighter :)
1. Absolutely anything that smells like Vanilla
2. Unexpected phone calls from people you don't talk to/haven't talked to for a while
3. Oreos dipped in cooold milk :)
4. Whenever the cool fresh air during early morning hits your face
5. Finding post-its in the most unexpected places
6. Making lists!
7. Playing Football in the rain
8. When you wake up and somebody's smiling down at you. HAHAHA. Cheesy but. Awww =))
9. Ice cream with all sorts of toppings that you can ever imagine
10. SHARINGGG. Hihihi. :D
11. Taking pictures with someone and laughing at your faces after
12. Singing your guts out to songs you know by heart
13. Random nicknames people give you
14. Not caring what time it is because you're having too much fun!
15. Dancing with your friends
16. When someone turns their head just to look at you. HOHO. =)))))))))))) :)
17. Really really looong chats
18. Eating ice cream right from the ice cream can. :))
19. Exchanging secrets
20. Huggiiing. The long sincere ones
21. Gummibears! Haha!
22. Screaming at top of your lungs because you can't believe what's happening. =))
23. Strawberry shake. Yum yum yuuuum
24. Making pizza by yourself! :D
25. Sleeping anytime you want to
26. Long walks with someone
27. APPPLLEESS. =))
28. Running!
29. Painting your nails and having a "smooth and even" result. HAHAHA.
30. David Cook! HIHIHI. :)
31. When it unexpectedly rains hard and you're in the middle of nowhere, and you have to run for shelter! :))
32. Watching Lion King and singing to Hakuna Matata. =)) Awww, but it's fun.
33. Laughing your guts out it, that it comes to the point
there's no sound coming out of your mouth already. =))
34. When someone offers you help when you're carrying a lot of things
35. Feeling your cheeks heat up.
36. When someone suddenly shouts your name even though you're
at the other side of the room, just to tell you "HELLOOO!" :)
37. Singing karaoke songs with your friends. Hahaha!
38. Bubblegum
39. Having a great lighting when taking pictures.
40. Finding a pen that's the exact shade of your favorite color!
41. Daydreaming, then realizing it's possible to happen
42. Getting a high grade!
43. Biiiking. :D
45. Cream cheese with crackers. @-) Yuuummmm
46. When people start to laugh with you
47. Talking to God and knowing He's there no matter who you are. :)
48. Discovering new things!
49. Creating/Knowing new words that sound funneh. =))
Like, babalabashabalabadingdong and bruibrubse and
ahihihihihihihohooohehulabashangtalalaro
50. The really HUGE spirally lollipops that make your face sticky when you eat them
51. Hot mushroom soup
52. Sleepovers!
53. Frozen yoguuuurt
54. Quotes and realizing someone's going through a similar situation too
55. Realizing the feeling is "mutual". HAHAHAHHAA. :> =))
56. Doing one thing everyday that scares you and having a successful result
57. Realizing that you are blessed to have the family you have now! :D
58. Watching in the cinemas with your close friends
59. Doing a daring and funny thing in public and realizing,
even though hesitant at first, you actually had lots of fun! :>
60. Watching Pixar films! Especially Monsters Inc!
61. When someone puts their arm around your shoulder. EHEHEHEE. :>:> =)))))))
62. Listening to an upbeat and catchy song for the first time and liking it a whole lot afterwards.
63. HELPING. HIHIHIHI. :)
64. Sweet things people say that they aren't aware how touching it really is
65. Being good friends with someone you never expected in a gajillion years you'd be friends with.
And realizing how LUCKY you are.
66. When the weather is just right. :)
67. When someone looks right into your eyes. WOOHOO. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
68. Caramel syruuuupp
69. Learning something new!
70. Coming across a person you haven't seen for a very very long time
71. Cartoon band-aids. HAHA. Aaaww.
72. Having bubble baths!
73. BLOWING BUBBLES. :)
74. Putting a band-aid on someone's booboo. HAHAHAHA. But it's aaaawwwww.
75. Saying sound effects. Like, kablaam, pugsh, boom, WHUPACK! =)))))
76. Extraordinary looking shoelaces. HAHA!
77. Watching concerts; And shouting and jumping along with the crowd
78. Watching cooking shows. BOBBY FLAY. =))))) :D
79. When someone hugs you and you don't ask for it; They just know something's not right
80. Bursting out and laughing during random moments
because you suddenly remember something funny. =)))))))))
81. Reaaally soft pillows that make you sleep right away
82. The sound of water dripping. Haha!
83. Screaming all of a sudden at a random moment because you
unexpectedly recall something then you swoon like hell. :> =))
84. When the sun hits your face.
85. Running as fast as you can in an empty corridor, and you don't care! Hahaha! :D
86. Laughing until you start to cry and your body hurts. HAHAHA. =)))
87. Bright-eyed people. :) That just make you.. Light up, the very moment you see them! :)
88. Going through a long lost journal and once again bringing into mind the things
you already have forgotten; and realizing how amazing it all was.
89. Recognizing a BIG and life-changing opportunity before your eyes and grabbing it!
90. Having too much fun at doing something that you can't stop anymore!
91. Becoming closer with someone.
92. Playing video games with someone. :)
93. Pigging out! Ohyeaa. :D =))
94. Bopping your head to the beat.
95. Saying "Hihi." out loud. =)))))))) :)
96. Holding someone's hand. HOHOHO. =))))) But no, really.
97. Wide sincere grins!
98. Race cars!
99. Making someone smiiile. :D
100. The moments when you hold back at first, but then sometime after you can't hold it any longer,
you just have to burst out. HAHA. Awww. And those moments are
usually the START of "certain" things. :>
101. Being so happy in life you just want to burst out and juuump! :) HAHAHA.
102. HAVING A BEST FRIEND. :)
103. Knowing God made you a HUMAN BEING (Not a squirrel, not a snail, not a peacock HAHAHA),
and every single day, He's giving you ANOTHER chance. :D
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MY DREAM JOB.
Nov. 12th, 2009 | 11:36 pm
This is what I've been wanting since I was a kid.
Man, I'd do anything. <3
SPACERANGER ERNEST, ROGER. =)))))))))))))))